Then Jesus said to them, “My soul is deeply grieved, to the point of death; remain here and keep watch with Me.”

Matthew 26: 38

 

There is pain, and there is anguish. Sometimes they collide with each other in a way that can completely overwhelm even the strongest person’s ability to hang in there and to keep going. This is where Jesus was on that night in a garden of prayerful anticipation of all that He was going to endure for my soul’s sake. For He was fully aware of how much the sacrifice that He was about to make would cost Him, and in preparation for that time of exquisite torture, Christ sought to connect with His closest friends. He asked them to join with Him in a time of prayerfully seeking the comfort and the encouragement of the Father.

 

Jesus continues to ask us to do this same thing. He wants us to gather near to Him, to take a seat on a humble rock, and to commit all of our attention and the focus of our hearts to speaking with the Father and to listening to His response. This seems like such a simple request; yet, it can become one of the hardest things that we will ever attempt to do. For myself, I am not very good at quiet reflection, and I am really poor at the sort of humility that Jesus asks of me. Christ ask me to take on a form of attitude that considers the hard stone seat of His designated rock as if it were a leather recliner. That attitude requires me to take delight in the simple fact that Christ wants to include me in this most intimate of times.

 

There is no question in my mind that this life is saturated with the tears of hard times. We all experience physical hardships, emotional turmoil, and spiritual struggles, and they often seem to conspire together to come at us from all sides at once. Jesus experienced all of this Himself, and He knows and goes through every harsh and painful moment of our lives with us. Still, He speaks to us with the same request on His lips as He uttered on that singular night so long ago. Jesus asks us to come and to join Him in keeping a watchful eye and a listening heart focused on the comfort and on the answers that the Father will give to us. My Lord, Jesus, is with me for every moment and in every situation that will come to me in this life, and in this reality my soul finds its rest.

 

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